December 2010
Realtalk.
There’s so much that is expected of me. I just hate to hear that I’m not living up to it, not saying I can’t do it or anything, it’s just so hard to really get there. Of course nothing in life is ever easy, it’s just getting more difficult to keep positive and be strong for others when I’m literally hanging by a single thread. I honestly can’t sleep at...
One of the best feelings in the world is when...
I’d trade the attention of all these guys for yours and only yours.
2010 is almost over. Thank you to the people who...
mnmr:
zahrajane:
yaaadig
Amen to that!
"Why do you like me?"
“Because I feel safe with you. I know you’ll protect me.”
Woke up feelin’ like shit! Had the worst dream of life and now I have to go on trying to be cheerful because its Christmas Eve and all. I guess it just hit me how (somewhat) lonely I am during the holidays. Yeahh, I don’t have someone to kiss under the mistletoe this year but I know I am NOT alone. But I...
before break ends...
mnmr:
you ready 12osecuyy!? (:
DOWNASSBITCHES <3
Go ahead, no ones stopping you.
It’s nice to know that you think I was holding you back. Thanks for that reality check.
So you don't like me?
Let me pretend like I care about what you think. &Don’t even expect me to respect you, honey. I got bigger things to handle than deal with your shit. So keep talkin’ your shit, runnin that bigass mouth of yours cause you still ain’t cute!
I wish you could take back everything you said.
Life would be a lot easier. &I’m not saying I want to take back what I said, I wish YOU would take back everything YOU said.
You seriously screwed me up. Thanks.
Had another weirdass dream last night.
I had like 3 bfs but I broke up with all of them because idk, I was missing something, I guess?
The first one, things were chill but then he was like tryna make me move in with him so I got all pressured so I broke up with him. The second treated me like a queen but I guess no matter how much effort he put in for me, I just wasn’t crazy about him. &The third, things were chill and going...
Whoops! That was close.
I almost started to care. Thanks for the reality check!
For every piece of me that wants you, another piece backs away. ‘Cause you...
– James Morrison, You Give Me Something
Down for you like you're down for me
easy peasy lemon squeezy! <3
I really hate going to sleep with shit on my mind.
It’s never a good night’s sleep, If I even fall asleep.
Tired and uninspired.
Honestly, I can usually find SOME good in every shitty situation. But now it feels like I’ve hit rock bottom. I’ve been stressed out before but right now, the way I feel just shits on everything. I’m fighting to raise my grades, make my family proud, and keep in touch with my friends, and its getting hella difficult when I have all this other stuff to internalize in such a short...
Tell me why I always fall for your type. I just can’t explain this shit at...