October 2010
Killed my night.
Fuckin’ FORREALS tho! &On top of that, I’m hella exhausted still, not tired but EXHAUSTED, BURNT OUT, SPENT, &whatever else you wanna call it, but I feel like I’m always half awake. Call it pride but there’s no way in hell that I’d give up tho. I guess I just gotta get used to the feeling of having something missing.
“Every person has two sides to them. One they let the world see and one they keep...”
– Unknown (via kari-shma)
Birthday plans
=( I’m so upset about my birthday plans. I’m looking at my schedule right now and Its like I don’t have many days open to celebrate MY BIRTHDAY. How retarded is that? I wanted to go to disneyland during october because I’ve never gone during halloween season but I’m hella busy this week. There is seriously not ONE day this week where I’m not busy....
Not exactly sorry.
Yeah, this is probably your first and last attempt to make amends with me &I’m not exactly sorry for my attitude. You can’t just IM me out of nowhere &tell me all this shit like I’m supposed to accept your word as truth now and believe it. And I really don’t know why you’re bringing up our past memories together. Like I said, you’ve got new memories now....
“Beauty Tips:
For attractive lips, speak words of kindness..
For lovely eyes,...”
– Audrey Hepburn (via yrboring)
“If you stop loving someone so easily then probably you weren’t in love with them...”
– (via xinvinceible)
My grandpa visited me in my dreams last night.
After a year, I feel like I was the only one in the family who he didn’t visit. My brother always has dreams of my grandpa and it always bugged me how he never visited me in my dreams. Like why not me! But anyways, my dream was about my birthday party. I guess I was having lunch at my house with my whole family for my 19th birthday and then my grandma walked in and my grandpa just walked in...
If you hold back your feelings because you are...
Honestly, I feel like crying.
I’m really tired, just straight up burnt out. But I don’t know, gotta keep it moving. The future is such a damn mystery. I guess the only reason why I’m really thinking about what’s next is because I know that my present actions WILL impact my future. I’m happy I still got so many things to look forward to, it honestly gives me a reason to smile and keep laughing,...
She said hold me close never let go. I got that...
I wish some people would just think before opening...
COMMON SENSE PEOPLE!
Vibin’ to the music, this is how we do it...
I'm doing great, thank you very much =)
This weekend was fuunn &was a great little getaway from everything. Me mal &ajay went to SD to visit mallory’s boo thang! It was fun =) from ending up at an old church to hookers &old men, It was definitely something different ;) justkidding. &then tonight I had fun kickin’ it with the OG6 ! =)
Besides all that good stuff, things are pretty hectic again but...
❒ Taken ❒ Single ✔ Met her at the club, said...
zahrajane:
LOL
&I hate hearing stories bout who you’ve...
I've got too many things on my mind
There’s just so many “maybe’s” that it’s starting to make me think. I’m probably over thinking things but I mean, why wouldn’t I? I know better than to speak whats really on my mind, because I already know the answers to all the questions. &trust, it’s not what I want to hear, but it’s what I NEED to hear.
Things are just getting real tho,...
Whatta crankypants!
Eyy nigg, you need some sleep tho. =)
Yous’a baby right?
It gets irritating
to continually hear “I told you so.” I get it tho, you’re just tryna look out for me. But trust me, I’ve told myself “I told you so” enough times. So please, don’t remind me of my past mistakes. Yeah I shoulda known nigga would play me, but whatever shit happens. Like I’ve said, I move on pretty fast, so try &keep up with me please. I do what...
A few things.
—> It has almost been a year now. This Tuesday is approaching faster than ever, especially with all the events and assignments I’ve got piling up. This is going to be the hardest for me. I know people say that they’re “Daddy’s little girl,” but I was more of Grandpa’s little girl. I haven’t thought of him for this long in forever because I know...
Not feeling too good.
I hate how I get sick really quick. It sucks how I feel like I don’t have a moment to myself amidst all this commotion. The time to myself is spent sleeping. Everything else is due dates, meetings, reminding people to do w/e, driving, running errands, school, etc. It’s not even that hectic right now, I know. It’s just exhausting how I’m falling asleep in every class and...
Come Over, Aaliyah
Baby I wanna come see you,...
When you're sad, I'm sad.
=( I wish there was something I could do for my homies when they’re down. I really do wish I knew the words to say to help get them through whatever they’re going through, whether it be a break up, everyday stress, or a death in the family. All I can say is that no matter what, I’ma be here for you guys whenever you need me <3
You're definitely not what I'm used to.
&That’s a good thing b =)
Bring Me Flowers, Hope
I haven’t got a clue...
39 girls
And so our journey begins! =) I’m hella excited but also nervous but, Whatevers, let’s doo this! ;)
Boys snore loud and sleep for days.
-___-
I’m curious ;)